TRUST, IF I MADE A VIDEO USING ALL WOMEN, I WOULD MAKE IT A POINT TO SHOW ALL DIFFERENT TYPES OF WOMEN FROM ALL DIFFERENT TYPES OF BACKGROUNDS, ALL DIFFERENT TYPES OF COLORS….IM SORRY IF THIS VIDEO HAS OFFENDED U GUYS, BUT LIKE I SAID I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT….

AFTER THE RELEASE OF MY FIRST LP THIS SUMMER, IAM NOT MAKING ANY MORE SOLO ALBUMS. IAM FALLIN BACK ON BEING A ARTIST. THE DRAMA THAT COMES WITH IT IS MORE OVERWHELMING THAN THE SHIT I WAS DEALING WIT WHEN I WAS PISS POOR BROKE. MY FRIENDS GET MAD AT ME, SAY IVE CHANGED, ONE OF THE ONLY HOMIES I GOT IN THIS GAME, WALE, IS WORRIED ABOUT ME CUZ OF SHIT HE HEARS. LIKE WTF? WHO CAN SAY IM BEIN HOLLYWOOD? IM NOT AROUND ANYONE BUT PLAIN PAT AND EMILE. WHO CAN SAY THAT SHIT? MUTHAFUCKAS TALKIN SHIT HERE AND THERE, SPREADIN RUMORS, MAKIN JOKES, TRYNA JUDGE ME, AND FOR WHAT? DOES MY MUSIC POKE FUN AT OTHERS? DO I TALK SHIT ABOUT PEOPLE N MY MUSIC? I ALREADY WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL ONCE, AND GOT EXPELLED CUZ IT WASNT FOR ME. IMA DROP OUT THIS SHIT BEFORE NIGGAZ TRY AND CRUCIFY ME.

I DONT LOOK AT IT AS QUITTING, FOR I HAVE ALREADY ACCOMPLISHED MY GOAL. I HAVE A SOLID FANBASE WHO TRUELY APPRECIATES ME AND MY MESSAGES THRU SONG, I GOT MULTIPLE BIG RECORDS, I HAVE RECIEVED WORLDWIDE CRITICAL ACCLAIM FROM THE BIGGEST TASTEMAKERS IN THE GAME, 3 FAN MADE BEST OF MIXTAPES WITHOUT EVEN RELEASING MORE THAN ONE MIXTAPE AND NOT EVEN RELEASING A ALBUM, I CAN PAY MY MOMS MORTGAGE AND HELP MY SISTER WITH MY NIECE AND HOLD MY BROTHERS DOWN WITH WUTEVER THEY NEED. THATS WUT I GOT IN THIS GAME FOR, TO ACCOMPLISH ALL THESE GOALS AND I HAVE. NO REGRETS

IM SORRY TO THE FANS, IM SO SORRY YALL. I KNO U GUYS WILL ALL HATE ME, BUT REMEMBER, IM JUS A REGULAR DUDE WHO WAS GIVEN A AMAZING GIFT, AND NOW WITH THAT AMAZING GIFT CAME MORE UNCALLED FOR PROBLEMS THAN THE AVERAGE HUMAN BEING SHOULD HAVE TO DEAL WITH.

I WILL STILL DO THE COLLAB ALBUM WITH CHIP, AND THAT WILL BE MY LAST STUDIO RECORDING.

IAM GOING TO FOCUS ALL MY ATTENTION ON THE HBO SHOW WHICH WE START SHOOTING IN AUGUST AND MY ACTING CAREER IN GENERAL…ILL CONTINUE TO DO SHOWS FOR THE REAL KID CUDI FANS, AND IM PLANNING A BIG CONCERT THIS SUMMER, JUS ME, AND I WILL PERFORM MY ENTIRE MIXTAPE FROM BEGINNING TO END AND NEW SONGS FROM MY ALBUM. ILL KEEP U GUYS UPDATED ON THAT

AGAIN, IAM SORRY, BUT ITS THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP ME FROM GOING COMPLETELY INSANE. IM TOO REAL FOR THIS HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SHIT. BAK TO THE MOON I GO

DAT SUPERBOO VIDEO HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, I DIDNT EVEN PUT THAT SONG OUT, IT LEAKED. FROM HERE ON OUT IF U DONT SEE ME POST IT, THEN ITS NOT OFFICIAL. COOL? COOL.

ALSOOOOOO, HAD A SHOW WITH COMMON LASTNITE, SHIT WAS WICKEDDDD. SHOUT OUT TO THE BIG HOMIE FOR HOLDING ME DOWN. GOOD MUSIC FAM ALL DAYYYY

SO IM WATCHIN THIS VIDEO FOR THE 20TH TIME AND I KNO WHY I FUCK WITH IT SO MUCH. THE WAY SHE SINGS IT, THE WAY THE PIANO SOUNDS, IS HOW IT FELT TO ME WHEN I CAME UP WITH THE MELODY. IN MY HEAD IT SOUNDED LIKE A SYMPHONY, I HEARD IT IN ORCHESTRA FORMAT LOL. THIS LIL BOOTS VERSION PAINTS THE PERFECT EXAMPLE OF HOW SAD I WAS AT THAT TIME IN MY LIFE. IT SETS THAT MOOD PERFECT. THIS IS HOW DAY N NITE WAS MEANT TO SOUND, MOODY AND SAD. BUT I DIDNT WANT IT TO BE SO DEPRESSING, WHICH IS WHY WE GAVE IT A WHOLE NOTHER FEEL, WITH A MORE UPLIFTING VIBE. BUT THIS IS PERFECT, ITS THE “REAL” DAY N NITE. HOW U WERE MEANT TO HEAR IT, SAD.

IT SUX CUZ I WANTED A ILLER SURPRISE FACTOR BUT ITS DOPE CUZ I CAN TELL I WAS ON THE RIGHT TRACK WITH THE RECORD. SOMETIMES WHILE CREATING, I SECOND GUESS MY WORK A LOT AND THIS WAS A JOINT I HAVNT EVEN FINISHED YET AND U GUYS LOVE IT. IAM FUCKIN EXCITED CUZ YALL HAVNT HEARD SHIT YET….

WAIT TIL I GET THE STUDIO VERSION FINISHED, HELL, WAIT TIL THE ALBUM. CUZ AT THE END OF THE DAY, I TOL U EARLY ON, MOST MAGNIFICENT ALBUM OF 09. I KNO IMA HAVE TO CHANGE DAT ESPECIALLY IF EM AND JAY ARE DROPPIN THIS YEAR LOL BUT HEY, A KID CAN DREAM ON CANT HE?

“YOU GON LOVE ME MANE, YOU GON LOVE ME MANNEEEE!!!” -CUDDER

THANX LIL BOOTS FOR SHOWIN LOVE AND MAKIN THIS VIDEO, I REALLY THINK THIS SHOULD B A STUDIO VERSION….A WHOLE NOTHER REMIX, THOUGHTS??? GET AT ME LIL BOOOOOTTTTSSSS

COURTESY OF PIGEONS & PLANES

MAN LET THESE 2 KIDS HANDLE THEY BIZZ, THIS SHIT HAPPENS EVERYDAY BUT SINCE ITS THEM ITS ALL BLOWN OUT OF PROPORTION. LET THEM HANDLE THERE ISSUES INTERNALLY, LET THEM BE. THEY YOUNG AND THEYRE GROWIN TOGETHER, SOME SHIT HAPPENED, THEY GOT INTO IT, SHIT GOT BAD, IM SURE HE REGRETS IT LIKE ANY MAN WOULD, IM SURE RIHANNA REGRETS THE SITUATION TOO. MY POINT IS, ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE. LIKE UVE NEVER DONE SUTTIN WRONG U WISH U DIDNT, HMPH…

WATCH, PEOPLE GON START SAYIN, “CUDI MUST HIT WOMEN CUZ HE TAKING CHRIS SIDE” LOL HAHA NO, IM JUS SAYIN, NO ONE IS PERFECT

BEEN A HUGE COMPLEX SUPPORTER SINCE DAY ONE, BEFORE I COULD EVEN AFFORD A COPY. THEYVE SHOWN SO MUCH LOVE UNTIL THIS LIL ARTICLE ONE OF THERE WRITERS PUT ON THERE SITE DOIN NOTHING MORE THAN WUT I CALL “SNEAK DISSING” EVERY ARTIST WORTH LISTENIN TO NOWADAYS.

POR QUE? LOL IM ONE FOR JOKES, AND WE ALLLLLL KNOW THIS, BUT THIS AINT A JOKE, THIS IS PURE “SNEAK DISSING” AND FOR SOME ON THIS LIST, ID SAY STRAIGHT UP DISSING. MINE WASNT ALL THAT BAD IT WAS JUS CORNY. IF UR GONNA B FUNNY, MAYBE U SHOULD REALLY FIND OUT THE MEANING OF A JOKE, WHICH IS ULTIMATELY TO BE CONSIDERED FUNNY

I THINK YALL SHOULD STICK TO HAVIN MY HOMEGURL OLIVIA MUNN MAKING PEOPLE LAUGH, CUZ WHOEVER PUT THIS TOGETHER HAS THE WORST SENSE OF HUMOR EVER.

WHY????

HERES THE ARTICLE, LET ME KNO WUT YALL THINK

http://www.complex.com/blogs/2009/03/03/10-exclusive-retail-deals-for-raps-new-generation/

SINCE IVE REALIZED A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING MY JOURNEY THUS FAR, I FEEL COMPELLED TO LET U GUYS KNO EVERY DETAIL ABOUT THE TRANSITION FROM BEIN A COOL, SILLY, DUDE FROM CLEVELAND TO BECOMING HIP HOPS NEXT BIG THING TIL THEY FIND SOMEONE BETTER AND TOSS ME TO THE SIDE LOL (CUZ WE ALL KNOW THATS WUT HAPPENS)

AT THIS POINT IN MY JOURNEY, SOME KIDS IVE KNOWN FOR AWHILE SINCE I ARRIVED IN NEW YORK ARE TELLIN PEOPLE “MAN, CUDI ON SOME OTHER SHIT..HE AINT THE SAME NOMORE…I WAS THERE WHEN NOBODY WAS FUCKIN WITH HIM, AND NOW HE ACT TOO GOOD TO COME AROUND”

WELP, I CANT COME AROUND U DOUCHE CUZ UR THE ONE WHO STARTS ACTING WIERD AND TREATING ME LIKE CUDI ON GOOD MUSIC INSTEAD OF CUDI FROM CLEVELAND….IVE BUILT A SHIELD NOW WHEN I GO OUT, ITS NOT REALLY A SHIELD THO, I JUS MAKE SURE IM HIGH WHEN IM OUT N ABOUT SO THE ATTENTION WONT OVERWHELM ME…KEEP IN MIND FOLKS, I USE TO KEEP TO MYSELF A LOT SO ONCE SOMEONE LIKE THAT IS THROWN INTO A SITUATION LIKE THE ONE IM IN, ITS KINDA HARD TO ADJUST BUT IT TAKES TIME AND I GOT NOTHIN BUT TIME.

ALSO, IVE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE GET EXTRA SENSITIVE WITH U NOW IF U DONT CALL THEM OR RETURN THERE CALLS, LIKE, THE THINGS THAT WERE NEVER A ISSUE BEFORE BECOME ISSUES…AND I MEAN BIG ISSUES.

FOR EXAMPLE, WHEN I WAS STARVING AND COULDNT FEED MYSELF, I DIDNT CALL ANYONE, AND NOONE REALLY CALLED ME TO CHECK IN BUT MY MOTHER AND A COUPLE TRUE CLOSE FRIENDS WHICH I CAN COUNT THEM ALL ON ONE HAND…NIGGAZ DIDNT STOP BY TO SEE IF I WAS GOOD, OFFER MONEY, HELL, I BARELY GOT HAPPY BDAY BLESSINGS. BUT NOW? KID CUDI? OHHH MAN, THEM MUTHAFUCKAS DAT AINT CALL BE THE ONES TALKIN THE MOST SHIT ABOUT ME NOT CALLIN THEM LOL WTF IS DAT?

COOL VS FAM

IF I SAW U AROUND A LOT BACK IN MY DOWNTOWN MANHATTAN RAGING OUT DAYS, AND U MITE HAVE MY AIM OR OLD NUMBERS, THEN U WERE COOL….HOWEVER, IF U NEVER KNEW MY REAL NAME TIL I WAS FAMOUS AND/OR NEVER KNEW WHERE I LIVED IN NEW YORK, THEN U WERE JUS ‘COOL’….

FAM ARE THE PEOPLE THO THAT HAVE BEEN TO MY HOUSE, CHILLED IN THE STUDIO WIT ME LIKE ALL THE TIME, BEEN KNEW MY GOVT NAME, HELL, EVEN KNEW MY MOMMA NAME LOL…THOSE R THE CATS DAT I FUCK WIT. BEEN AROUND SINCE DAY ONE AND NEVER LEFT (I REPEAT NEVER LEFT, CATS TRYNA GET IN THE GAME IN THE 9TH INNING). WHEN UR FAMOUS U HAVE TO DISTINGUISH THE TWO CUZ THOSE OUTSIDE PEOPLE WHO WERENT QUITE FAM ARE THE ONES WHO WANT SUTTIN FROM U MOST OF THE TIME….SOME JUS WANNA B ABLE TO SAY THEY KNOW U AND ALL DAT SHIT BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY THATS WACK.

WUT IAM DEALING WITH NOT MANY WILL, ITS HARD TO UNDERSTAND SOMEONE IN THIS POSITION BUT THATS WHY I GOT MY BLOG. TO BREAK SHIT DOWN AND EXPLAIN TO U GUYS HOW HARD AND DIFFICULT IT IS TO MAINTAIN SANITY. I THOUGHT THE HARDEST PART WAS STARVIN AND STAYIN STRONG, NOW ITS HATERS, HATERS, AND EVEN MORE HATERS. TO ME, HATERS R JUS PEOPLE THAT DONT UNDERSTAND WUT THEY HATIN ON…WITH THAT BEIN SAID, I FORGIVE U ALL IN ADVANCE. BUT TO MY FAM AND FANS, I GOT YALL

HE MADE ME MAD WITH HIS QUESTION BUT WE BECAME FRIENDS AGAIN AFTER LOL
(FOR SOME REASON THE VIDEO WONT PLAY SO HERES THE LINK)

http://www.mtv.com/videos/misc/347605/daily-detox-chet-chat-on-real-world.jhtml#id=1602555